
I’m not sure where you live, but chances are good you’ve heard about the northern lights. I’m also guessing that you remember several weeks when pictures were posted ALL over the internet, from places that never thought they’d see those lights.
In my attempt to capture those lights, something unexpected happened and really changed my perspective on how I want to see things from here on out.
It had been a week. One of THOSE kinds of weeks. A glance at the calendar was showing the next would likely be the same, filled with places that had to be gone to, phone calls that had to be made to places like the insurance company, playing phone tag with doctors, and I just wasn’t getting anything done that I needed to. It was all survival.
Chances are you’ve had days like that and can fully understand the stress and overwhelm, and the simple fact that none of that mattered. Things HAD to be done. There was no other choice.
Although I was exhausted, while in bed I remembered a few more things I needed to urgently do the next morning and went to check they were on my phone. Well, my finger slipped, and Facebook opened. And I started seeing pictures. Amazing pictures. Right where I lived. The northern lights!
Curious, I raced down the stairs, threw open the front door and saw nothing. So, I went to the back door. The sky was pink. I gaped for a second, raced back into the house, up the stairs, got my teen out of bed, woke up my husband (who later admitted he was so tired he thought he just saw a sunset. At midnight.) but let the youngest sleep.
Once we stepped outside and I showed them, I thought, my phone! Let me get a photo! So, I raced back upstairs (I was getting my late night exercise, phew!) and as I got back outside, my husband and teen went back to bed. I aimed my camera here and there, and eagerly looked at the images. Nothing. It wasn’t picking up anything! Just black sky that was blurry. And now, the bright pinks had faded dramatically.
But that wasn’t right! I’d taken photos, so what had gone wrong? What I saw wasn’t showing up. Why? I fumbled around and changed a setting on my phone. Still nothing. Beyond disappointed, I walked back to the house, snapped one last photo, but didn’t even look at it. What was the point? The others sure hadn’t worked.
Back in bed, I was feeling upset and frustrated. How come everyone else was seeing these amazing things? And getting incredible pictures, and I wasn’t?
I scrolled through those four photos, intending to delete them, when I saw it. The last one I’d taken. It showed the colors. In a place where it had been dark.
So, I dashed down the stairs, rushed out the back door, camera in hand. I stood and snapped photo after photo of the night sky, looking like it usually did. All dark, and starry. Then, I looked at my photo roll.
Colors. Pinks, and greens. Things that hadn’t appeared to my eyes.
All of that beauty was right there. It had been right there the whole time, just I hadn’t seen it. It wasn’t that I didn’t notice it. But that I couldn’t see it because I didn’t have the right lens.
How many times do we look and someone and think how amazing they are? So beautiful, so perfectly put together? But are they looking at themselves through that same lens, I wonder. I don’t think they are. We are always critical of ourselves.
Those are the characters I like to write about. The ones who are special, just don’t know it yet. Just like each and every one of us is…even if we don’t always see it.
Today, I’d love to give away to one reader a copy of a book, just where that exact thing happens.

In Romancing the Wrangler, Rose is sure she’s ugly. She’s let her mother’s criticisms make her feel like she has no good qualities. She feels like she isn’t good enough, and that her parents don’t love her. That’s the lens she sees things through. Levi’s feeling something similar, and doesn’t understand why his family is forcing him to do what they want.
I’m not going to spoil anything for you, but it really struck me how the fact that such beauty in the sky could be seen, but only through a different lens, made me wonder what else I’ve been missing out on, and how many times my frustrations and difficulties have made me miss out on something beautiful.
Rose and Levi experience that too.
I hope that as July starts out for you, it’s filled with beauty and joy, even if it’s simply in something small that you do for yourself. You are 100% worth it to have that. You might not see your own beauty, but I’m sure others do.
I’ll announce my winner this evening, so please watch so I can get your contact info! To enter for a chance at an ebook of Romancing the Wrangler, I’d just love to know: What’s something you find beauty in?







Photos from BookBrush



